Today I mourn, I mourn today, for a life is lost,
I sold away my soul to the devil, now my body is an empty host.
I lived my death every day, but now I let it go,
Decked in black I mourn today, for the loss of my soul!
Lifeless I shall survive, a zombie without a truth,
I exist lesser every moment, walking on an aimless route.
No future, no present, I have nothing left, I killed my own past,
I am the victim, I am my own villain and this journey will not last.
Losing courage, losing hope, I feel an utter void,
Sing no songs, lay no flowers, I have even lost my pride.
Burn or bury my remnants, for I have started to rot,
Without a heart without a soul, I don’t really have a lot.
What is this state I am left in, even my soul won’t show pity,
This stench I sense is of my own body, nothing less than ratty.
I gave up on life, I gave up on love and now it’s time for payback,
Does it really matter any more what went wrong, when purpose is what I lack!